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New beginnings, again....

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

Over the last few days as the last year came to a close, I looked at my life and all that has happened.

1) I took a big risk moving 100 miles away from my home and family - although 100 miles may not be that much - it was for me.
2) I also took a big risk to be with my husband. We have been apart more than we have been together in the last 4 years. Although there is much love there and he is my best friend, he has his own battle to fight and I have allowed myself to focus so much on him that it prevents me from concentrate on me. Not his fault. It also allows him to escape what he needs to do for himself.
3) I also moved away from my daughter so she could learn to be independent on her own as well.
4) My biggest risk and joy was flying to Korea to watch my son marry a wonderful young lady.

For 4th time - I hate my computer!

My husband and I have separated yet again. In the last 4 years we haven't been together all that much. There are issues we both have and trying to do it together has harmed both of us. I pray that we can work on our individual issues and find our way back cause he is my best friend.

Now on to the new year! My first goal will be to get a new computer that doesn't have all these stupid shortcuts on the keys that keep erasing my work, opening up new tabs, etc. There is nothing more frustrating! I don't need the stress!

My only goal for this year is to do what I can for my health and well being each and every day.

There is more I would love to say, but my stress level has gone through the roof just trying to type this so until tomorrow.
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    I got a used Ipad for Christmas as money is tight at our house. It won't do for blogging and typing though. I love my Mac desktop model, but would likely love it as a laptop too. The little netbook I sometimes use was pretty good for a long time, but it's kind of worn out now.

    I'm sorry that your personal life is taking a pounding. I don't know what to say about that, except that I hope it resolves the way you want it to.

    As for health and fitness, you can't afford to ignore it. Since I've had some hard times in my life with my working situation, I am so glad for Spark as working on my physical self is the only thing I feel in charge of. It's not going that great, kind of slow and I've gained a little, but the most important thing is for me to NOT give up.

    Hope to hear more from you soon.
    1905 days ago
    Wishing you much luck with all your changes!
    1905 days ago
    This too shall pass..and you will be in great condition for making healthy choices.
    You are choosing you! Your family must make their choices. I know you are hurting and.
    this will not be easy. I am here if you need me.
    1905 days ago
  • LHLADY517
    Sorry to hear about the computer problems. They are a pain.
    1906 days ago
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