Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Over the last few days as the last year came to a close, I looked at my life and all that has happened.
1) I took a big risk moving 100 miles away from my home and family - although 100 miles may not be that much - it was for me.
2) I also took a big risk to be with my husband. We have been apart more than we have been together in the last 4 years. Although there is much love there and he is my best friend, he has his own battle to fight and I have allowed myself to focus so much on him that it prevents me from concentrate on me. Not his fault. It also allows him to escape what he needs to do for himself.
3) I also moved away from my daughter so she could learn to be independent on her own as well.
4) My biggest risk and joy was flying to Korea to watch my son marry a wonderful young lady.
For 4th time - I hate my computer!
My husband and I have separated yet again. In the last 4 years we haven't been together all that much. There are issues we both have and trying to do it together has harmed both of us. I pray that we can work on our individual issues and find our way back cause he is my best friend.
Now on to the new year! My first goal will be to get a new computer that doesn't have all these stupid shortcuts on the keys that keep erasing my work, opening up new tabs, etc. There is nothing more frustrating! I don't need the stress!
My only goal for this year is to do what I can for my health and well being each and every day.
There is more I would love to say, but my stress level has gone through the roof just trying to type this so until tomorrow.