Ugh, having second third fourth thoughts...
Tuesday, January 01, 2013
like how am I going to shop for myself and make meals for myself when the only thing I use lately is the microwave to heat up an entree because I can't be arsed to cook a meal for myself. I know how to cook, I just haven't done it on a consistent regular basis. I'm determined to do whatever I have to do to lose weight but I feel like I'll be juggling all of this and I might drop a ball. I'm trying really hard to not be perfectionistic about it all and to constantly remind myself it's a daily decision. Last thing I want to do right now is to give up before I even start. I also bought a Crockpot which I hope will ease up on prep time and cooking. I want to do this, I really do one day at a time, one step at a time.
Lord, help me.