Tuesday, January 01, 2013
This last year was one of the most difficult for me in so many ways and reasons. To start it off my husbands job changed right after the first of the year. One which he work for 30 years and lost part of his retirement. Two, my niece got married in April and I was the coordinator which is a lot of work and just a week later my mother had to got to the hospital and we started a journey I never wanted to take. She by the first of June was diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer. All the unknowns would not be answered until August 17th, 2012 when my mother left this world to enter into heaven. My heart was so broken, my life shattered and hopelessness has tried to settle in. BUT...I refuse to stop living and now I choose the best life ever for myself, my family and God. I pray my focus can be centered on truth. The truth that I have to be willing to change,willing to keep track, willing to do whatever its gonna take to get where I am wanting to go in my life. Part of me had died when my mother did but I have a family and extended family who still need me to be here. My niece Rachel the one that got married is gonna have a baby in March and with my mom home in heaven, she will need me to help her and remind of the love Grandma had for her. How excited she would have been to hold this little bundle of joy. My own little family, we have adventures we want to go on. Ok, here it is my list of 3 goals for the year. I am keeping them simple so I can accomplish them.
Here they are:
1. Climb Mt. Lassen
2. Run/Walk in a 5 K
3.Sail with my hubby and daughter
So here we go SP....Lets try again and may this be the year of successes!!!