Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Today starts a new day for me in the most figurative sense. Last year was hell. This year HAS to be better. I have set goals for myself that I know that I can reach if I only give myself the chance. The issue will be giving myself that chance. My self esteem is in the gutter and I know that but I don't seem to be able to yank it back up. I am hoping that getting back into better shape like I was before my terrible marriage will help with that. I used to be rather attractive even!
So, here goes nothing. Trying to start hard and heavy today but I almost cried about crackers a few minutes ago so it may be more of a work in progress. Saltines have a lot of calories, yo!
If you want to see my 2013 Resolution List you can see it here: www.rendermemama.com/201