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The last day of 2012.

Monday, December 31, 2012

So another year comes to an end.

I am wishing and hoping that 2013 brings all the joy in our lives. I am being optimistic and I am realizig that I need to enjoy everyday in present tense. not past nor future tense.

My sister-in-law is in the hospital. She had some indigestion complaints (very nonspecefic)and was not feeling good on friday. After the checkup they found that three of her arteries of her heart were blocked and today she went for triple bypass heart surgery. I went to see her the past two days. I was uncomfortable to face all my in-laws after 2 years of turmoil but things went well. I wish that I could dissolve this gap between us. I have had my space for 2.5 years and now I want to be able to have a new fresh start. She did well in the surgery. It took 6.5 hrs. But I am realizing that life is short and I need to tell people who I care or even think about today that they mean something in my life and not wait for tomorrow because may be it will never come.

I will not loose weight in a day and although I am so uncomfortable with the weight gain and not want to be in front of people, not only I am hurting myself but also I am depriving my kids of a family gathering too. I was so proud when my older son Angad said to me that he wants to go see Bhua (father's sister) in the hospital. So I need to continue this family love feeling. I am no one to deprive these kids of a family love.

SO here's my new year resolution:

While working towards a good way of eating and exercising, I am also going to exercise bridging my gaps together with my in-laws. While keeping my space, I would like to give them my help and affection as definetly GoD has blessed me with a lot ofstrength and I need to be a bigger person. I am a nice person in my heart and I need to have a bigger heart. I need to put my miseries aside and carry on so my kids are not going to grow up with only one side of the family.

Wishing all my spark family a very happy new year.

Love you all and I thank all of you for being there when I needed the support the most. I am so much better today then I have been in the past 2 years and although it was tough I can say I came out stronger.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!##$$$$$$$$$$++***%%

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  • RAIN454
    Happy New Year and to a New You! Love that you want to shorten the gap and bring the families together...we have some of that going on with some of my mom's brothers and I really want to get them altogether...being from a really close relationship with my own sisters I find it so hard to believe that siblings can go years without talking to each other but with age you realize its not so black and white and hurtful words and actions can leave an impact so its not so easy to mend relationships as you wish but with time and prayer, I believe, anything is possible so good luck with your family. It looks like its already off to a great start. Wishing you well this year and for many years to come.
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