Sunday, December 30, 2012
So it's a tad ironic that today of all days I find out I have completed my goals for this year. I weighed in this morning at 158 lbs which means not only have I hit the 50lbs lost mark but I have also broke 160lbs like I had wanted to do before New Years.
I even got off academic probation.
The ironic part about today, is that Jake and I broke up last night. I'm doing alright with it. Honestly I've been trying really hard not to dwell on it too much. I've kinda been chaulking it up to "I got my answer" we aren't meant to be.
It's goes back to that whole writing my own story. Come New Years I will close the book on my past. It's funny because it's almost to the day that things have come full circle. They are as much the same as they are different. Last year my ex and I had separated and Jake and I weren't dating but we were together and New Year's eve we stopped talking. So.. full circle.
I have everything to be proud of, but given recent events, it's just not as satisfying I guess. And I am proud, don't get me wrong. I did it.
I have 4lbs till I reach a "healthy" weight.
I have 18lbs till I reach the weight I was in high school
I have 23lbs till I reach my goal weight.
And so begins the last 1/3 of my weight loss journey.