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Sunday, December 30, 2012

Hello All,

Well Iím back. Iím trying to get myself in a better place, again. This last year didnít go as planned. What a mess!

Iíve been MIA from SP and taking care of myself for a few months now. So much has happened. Iíve been dealing with the stress of stupid family Facebook drama, losing my financial aid and dropping out of college, the stress of year end accounting fun in my office, and the fun of working with people that I quote, ďwish we were back in high schoolĒ (yeah.. seriously a girl told me that LOL).

Iíve let my battle with depression control me for several months. I started eating my feelings. Iíve officially gained all the weight that I have lost over the last couple years. I just let all the stress things I canít control consume me. As I look back at it all itís sickening the sad lady I have become. I canít let the stupidity of others and things I cannot change get to me.

I WILL change the way I live my life!

I WILL not let depression control me!

I WILL learn to eat healthy!

I WILL get my butt out of bed and exercise!

The next couple days I will be making a plan to get me back to a BETTER me!

I am going to: buy a work out DVD, go grocery shopping for fruits & veggies, I will make a game plan!

I WILL succeed!

2013 will be MY year!

--Kayla
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  • v MELISSAT123
    Happy New Year Kay! You can do it! All that drama is in the past, time to focus on the future.
    1328 days ago
  • v JCARDINAL
    We are going to succeed in 2013!! Good Luck!! emoticon
    1334 days ago
  • v PRAIRIE_MUM
    Welcome back! I can relate to eating your feelings too. That's my biggest challenge on this weight loss journey. Let's all stick together and move towards our goals!
    Keep on trying and you'll get there eventually!
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    1334 days ago
  • v SARASMILING
    emoticon You can do this. So sorry about all the drama. Never fun. You will get through this. WE WILL get through this together! One day at a time! New day! New fresh start! Heck, New Year, New fresh start! lol! Happy new year!!! emoticon
    1334 days ago
  • v ZOEANAEL
    Happy for you that you are back on track!! I have a great feelings for 2013, and I'm sure you will succeed if you stick to your plan. Let's all focus on our health and make the most of our precious time.

    Have a great year!
    1335 days ago
  • v COUPONS0216
    It's great to see you back!
    YOU can do this, one moment, one step, one bite at a time. Emotional eating is difficult to tackle but you have taken the first step and you have to let go of what has happened prior and keep looking forward. Pat yourself on the back because you have started, it's so much easier to give up, you are AWESOME and worth it, and you will succeed!

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    1335 days ago
  • v 1CRAZYDOG
    Good luck!
    1335 days ago
  • v CAMEOANDLACE
    Welcome back. This is the place to be. We can't be in high school any more. Time to look forward.
    1335 days ago
  • v SPKRAUSE
    Good luck in 2013.

    I understand the depression and eating of feelings. And taking a stand to make it better. As I was reminded the other day: one day at a time!
    1335 days ago
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