Try Try Try AGAIN
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Well I’m back. I’m trying to get myself in a better place, again. This last year didn’t go as planned. What a mess!
I’ve been MIA from SP and taking care of myself for a few months now. So much has happened. I’ve been dealing with the stress of stupid family Facebook drama, losing my financial aid and dropping out of college, the stress of year end accounting fun in my office, and the fun of working with people that I quote, “wish we were back in high school” (yeah.. seriously a girl told me that LOL).
I’ve let my battle with depression control me for several months. I started eating my feelings. I’ve officially gained all the weight that I have lost over the last couple years. I just let all the stress things I can’t control consume me. As I look back at it all it’s sickening the sad lady I have become. I can’t let the stupidity of others and things I cannot change get to me.
I WILL change the way I live my life!
I WILL not let depression control me!
I WILL learn to eat healthy!
I WILL get my butt out of bed and exercise!
The next couple days I will be making a plan to get me back to a BETTER me!
I am going to: buy a work out DVD, go grocery shopping for fruits & veggies, I will make a game plan!
I WILL succeed!
2013 will be MY year!