Sunday, December 30, 2012
Well Iím back. Iím trying to get myself in a better place, again. This last year didnít go as planned. What a mess!
Iíve been MIA from SP and taking care of myself for a few months now. So much has happened. Iíve been dealing with the stress of stupid family Facebook drama, losing my financial aid and dropping out of college, the stress of year end accounting fun in my office, and the fun of working with people that I quote, ďwish we were back in high schoolĒ (yeah.. seriously a girl told me that LOL).
Iíve let my battle with depression control me for several months. I started eating my feelings. Iíve officially gained all the weight that I have lost over the last couple years. I just let all the stress things I canít control consume me. As I look back at it all itís sickening the sad lady I have become. I canít let the stupidity of others and things I cannot change get to me.
I WILL change the way I live my life!
I WILL not let depression control me!
I WILL learn to eat healthy!
I WILL get my butt out of bed and exercise!
The next couple days I will be making a plan to get me back to a BETTER me!
I am going to: buy a work out DVD, go grocery shopping for fruits & veggies, I will make a game plan!
I WILL succeed!
2013 will be MY year!