Sunday, December 30, 2012
OK...well... It's going to be a new year in a couple of days and sitting down tonight and writing out my "to-do" list for 2013. I say to do list because I'm going to accomplish them this year. I'm finally on the mend, still have my crying times but, all in all, a chapter has closed in my life, still bookmarks there to remind me of where I was and why I dont want to be there again but also to remind me of the good memories with my husband. He would be so proud of me now. I was really worried about my mourning time and how it was going to affect my life but got through it with minimal damage (although I gained 40 pounds back UUGGGHHH!!). I'm focusing back on dreams and things I want to do.
Got a permanent schedule at work and its an awesome schedule. 47 hours a week with 2 days off. 3-11 shifts and 2 day 10-noon and 1 of 11-2. I can work with this. I can workout now!! YAY!!! I miss working out so much. I'm walking more even though I cuss and swear everytime I get out the door because its so cold. Thinking of when I'm working out and I'm going to sleep in my workout clothes and get up at 7am to workout!! I'm not a morning person but I know if I dont get up and get it done, even if I go back to bed, I'm going to drag it out during the day. Getting my YMCA membership so I can go catch a swim or jump on the elipical between clients. I KNOW Im going to make goal this year and start working on training for my PT certification. Wanting to take classes for certified nutritionist also. Still have dreams of owning my own Gym and having my hunny Karl right beside me. We are working these goals together even though he is on the other side of the world. We want to show that this can be done and it will be done, besides it would make a hell of a book!!