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What I want most

Sunday, December 30, 2012

I had given up on myself - again. I realized I was hurting, emotionally and physically and have just come from my own retreat to regroup. I gained weight, hated myself and didn't make time to work out. What I want most out of life is to feel passion for life, eat healthy and mostly laco/ovo vegetarian, write and live in the West. I feel like all I have done in the last year is settle and sell myself short. I do not know how I am going to make the changes I want and need to make but this time it's for me. Selfish or not, it has to happen. The only other alternative is to die before quit living physically.

I will have no regrets at the end of my life and will move forward in this knowledge.

Today I went to Cumberland Transit here in town and found out how much a good road bike cost, biathalon shoes and backpack/tent. The canoe will have to come after I get another car! It is all affordable with good budgeting so no matter where I live it will come in handy!

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ALOHAEV1 1/2/2013 8:55AM

    I originally clicked I Liked without leaving a comment, but had to come by and give you a hug...

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JAMBABY0 12/30/2012 2:48PM

    You take it one day/change at a time! Try to remmember you only get 1 life and you need to live it in the way that makes YOU happy, Also if you remember nothing else remember this - YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!

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