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I'll do it when everything is calm and perfect (HAH!)

Sunday, December 30, 2012

I realized yesterday I am still waiting for a lot of things to line up perfectly and go how I want BEFORE I make changes in my life. I don't think this is helpful... In the past I "got healthy" during intense periods of self-focus when I didnt have a lot of other responsibilities/time-requests
. My life is full of beloved messiness now ... elliott-9 emotional-bewildered-by-babies
, leo-toddler on the move, my home, my marriage, my clients, making my family life the way I want, our neighborhood, being nice to people, I'm supposed to be building a career, oops I forgot to be a good friend, my spirit ( which now means more to me than my appearance)...

So this scene, this NEW scene doesnt get 1. ideal times to workout 2. peace quiet and privacy to be with my body 3. hours to lovingly prepare balanced meals and snacks 4. hours to shop for said meals and snacks 5. A super-lux gym membership with pan flutes and warm towels in the locker room.

I am going to do it anyway.
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    If my gym had pan flutes, I would be there everyday. Unless, of course, the pan flutes were actually played by Pan. That would be weird. And a touch creepy.

    I think realizing that things will never be the perfect time for...well, for anything is one of the most difficult things we learn. Good for you. You sound quite busy but on top of things.
    1871 days ago
    Wow...." A super-lux gym membership with pan flutes and warm towels in the locker room."

    Now I want pan flutes!! emoticon

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