Sunday, December 30, 2012
I realized yesterday I am still waiting for a lot of things to line up perfectly and go how I want BEFORE I make changes in my life. I don't think this is helpful... In the past I "got healthy" during intense periods of self-focus when I didnt have a lot of other responsibilities/time-requests
. My life is full of beloved messiness now ... elliott-9 emotional-bewildered-by-babies
, leo-toddler on the move, my home, my marriage, my clients, making my family life the way I want, our neighborhood, being nice to people, I'm supposed to be building a career, oops I forgot to be a good friend, my spirit ( which now means more to me than my appearance)...
So this scene, this NEW scene doesnt get 1. ideal times to workout 2. peace quiet and privacy to be with my body 3. hours to lovingly prepare balanced meals and snacks 4. hours to shop for said meals and snacks 5. A super-lux gym membership with pan flutes and warm towels in the locker room.
I am going to do it anyway.