Sunday, December 30, 2012
I'm sad. Here I sit, another year older, another year slightly wiser and am wondering why? Why do I not follow thru with this journey? Why do I constantly encourage my children NOT to quit, yet I am a quitter on myself? Am I afraid of the results? Am I afraid of the hardwork? Am I afraid that I will change? Am I afraid that I will have to face demons that lie sleeping?
Things I know when I feel better about myself..........I'm happier. When I'm happier my family is unstoppable. When I'm happy the whole world seems brighter.
Why do I not think I am worth this journey? Why do stop?
Is it too hard? No, I've been successdul before.........then was blessed with my third child.
Is it worth the trouble of measuring, preparing, buying new foods, planning and sometimes making 2 meals to please the family? YES
Can I find time? Yes.............I just have to find the WANT in me.
Lots to think about today............