Saturday, December 29, 2012
I have some great ideas for giving myself the big kick in the rear end that I so desperately need right now!
After reading a certain someone's ebook (thank you very much for that, ON2VICTORY!), I've determined that independence is critical for me - I'm constantly looking for someone to do this with (read: FOR) me, and I need to pull myself up by my own bootstraps and make it happen! Look for my first blog of the new year on 1/1/13 for the details of my plan. I'm very inspired by my friends KPETSCH and MOMOFSIX who have had these amazing streaks running, so I will most likely incorporate that format. Getting excited about it, which is saying something for someone who has been focused on this particular goal for way WAY too long already.
First and foremost I really need to prove to myself that I can do this and I CAN stick with it. I'm feeling really down on myself right now for bailing out on my friends who are doing the doctor supervised liquid plan. I don't think most people would blame me for that particular failure, but that's not the only thing I've "quit" lately, and I need to stop letting myself make crazy (read: LAME) excuses. This might sound silly, but I miss being the inspiring one instead of being the one who thinks I need inspiration. Will and determination come from the inside, not the outside.
Have a Very Happy and SAFE New Year, Everyone!