I have had a year of ups and downs with Ians problem then in nov Dr decided to change meds get what heavier than i have been in 4 year up to 212lb waist 128 hips 128 feel like mrs blobby. The dr say it will sort out when meds get sorted but i feel like someone has had me to the garage air pump.So feeling a liitle psd off at the moment.
Dr says he cant put me in for foot op till they sort cardio problem out which could take months
I havent been overdoing the food honest i do more undereating than ever as i never feel hungry and 10lb went on overnight probably meds making me retain water.plus cannot do other at times.
My clothes still dont feel any different though
My temper is shoret i can cry at the drop of a hat and the thought of food makes me want to be sick
Christmas day i only had a small plate full of mainly veg and after about 2 hours felt really sick and felt like that ever since.
We go to Christie in Manchester for Ians check up He opted to work on NY day thank goodness and goes on ski tour again thurs.
I dont see Gp again till 3rd week in jan but i am thinking of moving it forward. The meds he gave me in place of prozak suck i gor amytriptaline back and he changed my nifedipine from 15m at night to 10m am and 10m pm which cause constipation so gp says Great.
I just wish it was sorted Now dwp messing benefits up have to go to a back to work interview on jan 9th it takes me all day just to dress never mind anything else but this goverment are a pain in the butt They give alcholics extra money for their addiction so why dont they sober them up and get them back to work.
I know one he getts 144 a week benefit and is always on the scrounge yet you see him at least twice a day coming from the garage with 8 cans in his carrier,he says he cant work because he has bad hands at least he can carry 8 cans and open them then drink them which is more than some of us can.
I havent been able to get out so all exercise has to be indoors maybe after holidays JJ will meet up when we get a dry day to do a walk.
This next year cannot be as stressful as the last but I AM NOT GIVING UP
I will keep pushing my determination is there I just need the energy but i will do 10 mins at least every day on st bike walk 1 mile or more every day and any other exercise for up to 30 mins a day I WILL and CAN DO IT Happy New Year to you all and thank you foir being there for me