Saturday, December 29, 2012
I am beyond bummed. I was set to fly home on Wednesday and of course that is the 1 day where it was rainy/sleeting/snowing everywhere. I was already anxious to fly, then the weather was crappy. I get to the airport and a half hour later, they cancel my flight. At this point I was upset and just didn't want to fly. I already had a mini anxiety attack before I even left my house so I was just a ball of nerves. I decided that I couldn't get on a plane and went back home. They did rebook my flight for later that day but Michigan got a lot of snow and I wouldn't have wanted my parents to come an hour in all that to get me. Also, everyone is sick back home. Between coughs, ear infections and other bugs - I would have gotten something. I am just disappointed in myself that my anxiety took over and I wasn't able to come home. I haven't been home in a year and was so looking forward to seeing my friends and my family. First Christmas I will not see my family at all. I am still trying to deal with the emotions that come with that. Just stinks.