Friday, December 28, 2012
I guess it is Friday night, but I didn't even hardly realize it. My husband has to be to work in the morning at 6:15 am. I'm not complaining, I am thankful he has a job right now, but I have to be up to help him get out in the morning. By the time he leaves, I'm tired, but I'm not sure if I want to lay back down. I definitely don't want to clean or anything; I want to keep the kids sleeping as long as they will. If I stay awake, around 8-9 am I am sleeping on the couch and napping all day. If I go back to bed, I lay there for a little while, then fall asleep and don't wake up till around 10-11 am. My days are short either way and very frustrating that it seems that night comes soon and I never have anything accomplished. It seems to be a never ending cycle and I'm growing tired of getting up so early. But I can't just make my husband get up and not be there with him. I feel so guilty being able to go back to sleep. Oh well, here it is almost 9:30 pm and he is in bed and I know he wants me there, but the kids aren't in bed yet and I'm tired but not ready to lay down.
Well, morning comes early and I've never really been to bed this early since he started this job in November. So I guess it's time for me to get some very needed sleep.
Good night . . . . . .