Friday, December 28, 2012
I've done it before over and over again. Start something and then just stop doing it. I keep saying that I need to loose weight. I keep saying I need to get healthy. I keep saying these things over and over again and don't do a damn thing about it. I feel like I'm living in a denial bubble. A state of mind where as long as I don't think about it, it doesn't exist.
But it does exist. And it's not going to solve itself. I have to. I have to want it. I have to do the work. I have to succeed. I need to succeed. I have to change my mind set and actively think about what I eat and my actions. I have to make better choices. Correction, I NEED to make better choices.
It's time to start again and hold myself accountable. No one else is going to hold me to it. I need to be the one to hold myself to my choices and my goal. I need to teach my son, threw my actions, that if you want to change something, do it.
I need to do it. It's time for my new start.