havnt blogged in awhile but here goes
Friday, December 28, 2012
wow my life has been crazy since the birth of kristina rose. my daughter and her hubby moved in witn us, and things havnt been the same, i cant seem to find time for me to work out, my eating habits have turned to crap and ivce gained 5 lbs, the baby aint been the only thing, my aspie son has made the decsion to not finish school because ti stresses himn out to mucn, we have major financial issues and my job had dedieded that I AM important to them afterall, and has me working allll sorts pof weird hours, then theirs the fact i may have to givce up my gym membership, seems selfish to have that when wee are having a hard tiome making our morgage payment right???,i cashed out all my vacation time so we vcould HAVE christmas and so now i go a whole year without one, well millioons of people so that right? so can i !!!! so for once im ready for a new year, they say god only gives you as much as you can handle, ok god ive reache
d my limit, my health is starting to suffer, time to get my BIG girl panties and do something about it. HOW? welll i hAVNT GOTTEN THAT FAR BUT IM SURE I'LL FIGURE IT OUT im doing some things to help ive never done before im leavingmy tree up till 2013 rolld in (thats sppose to be good luck), i work for cracker barrel and every new year they give out free blackeye peas s i will eat the crap out of those. i cant help but feel that the number 13 may be lucky for me, i just hit thirteen years at the restraunt and its going on 2013, so things can only get better. so chin up right??? and well see!!!