Thursday, December 27, 2012
Its been over a year since I've been on spark people, and it has been a rollercoaster ride with my weight, and I'm now almost back up to the peak. I cant even begin to say how disappointed I am in myself, especially since I was the closest to my goal back in August, and now I am back up to where I started 2 years ago. :(
I am so so SO sick of feeling and looking this way and I feel like it has had a real impact on my social life. I never want to go out because it takes me forever to find something to wear where I feel comfortable with how I look, and most of the time I'm still not satisfied. I know I'm my toughest critic when it comes to my appearance, but its not just how I look. I constantly feel exhausted and unmotivated to do anything, and now that I'm on a break from school its hard to even get out of bed.
I know I need to make some serious changes, and I've already started with my diet. Its only been 2 days so far, but I've started tracking my food again and have been only eating whole foods that I've cooked myself. I'm going to make some serious new years resolutions, and I have a feeling 2013 is finally going to be the year!
I feel great that I've already started, and I'll update again with my more precise resolutions.
I'm back baby! And determined as ever! I'm going to kick these last 25lbs in the bootay! :D