Thursday, December 27, 2012
So here I am today just thinking about everything around me. Thinking about how I can change what I can change in order to make the next 364 days the best that I can be. I know there are things out of my control. But I do have things in my control.
I have the control to find my inner strength and get though this rough patch in my life. A lot of my issues are from my past and stuff that I need to work though in order to move on. However right at this moment I'm not ready to face them. I'm not ready to bring them to the front all at once.
I need to first focus on the issues that are effecting me at this moment. The issues that are causing me pain at this moment. The issues that aren't allowing my to get this fat suit off my body.
So I'm sitting her unsure of why or how I got into this slump but I need to pick myself backup. To stand up and wipe this dust off and start over again. To know that I am beautiful and that I can deal with this cards I was dealt with. They might not be the cards I wanted, but they were given to me. If I play them right though maybe I can get a better hand.
So here to picking up the pieces and reaching for what we want.