Wednesday, December 26, 2012
I indulged..oh boy, did I indulge. I indulged in anything I wanted to. Yep, that's right.
I even ordered a large Popcorn with butter. There were no limits. If I wanted it...I ate it. I gave myself permission. Yes I did. Call it a break up. I long good bye.
I know this sounds so crazy...but I took the forbidden temptation. I said what the hell.
You know what, when you finally get what you have wanted for so long...permission to eat the fudge, the prime rib, whatever you want. You realize it isn't that great. Been there, had that, a lot of times. Don't need it. Like a bad boyfriend. You pine for him, until he shows up, and then you wonder what you ever saw in him in the first place.
SO... then you are over it and you start looking around for the good guy. The one that keeps its promise. I started looking at healthy blogs like chocolatecoveredkatie a and carrots n cake, and sparkrecipes, and Pinterest.
HMMMM...there is a lot of good looking choices out there. They promise to be interesting and healthy and good for me, for my soul. They promise excitement in the discovery and they promise a second chance to finally give myself what I really need: A little self love.
Will all of them work out, maybe not, but even a bad date is usually better than the same old boring things I am used to. I ready to break free of my rut, say goodbye to my bad foods, and tell them we must break up for good. I am ready for some new things that are going to be so good for me.
I can't wait!