How many times do I have to smack myself back to reality and re-give away weight? I guess at least one more time because here I am again. Life has given my family so many life hurdles in the past year that I confuse myself trying to remember what and the sequence of everything that has occured. The one constant in all of this is God. I know He is in control. I have become reaquainted with 20 of the hard "given away" pounds. I do not feel comfortable in my body at this point. I have chosen the wrong foods and drank too much. It has taken it's toll and I have to be accountable for this. Life circumstances do not give me a free pass to destroy my eating habits.