First off Merry Christmas/Blessed Yule/Happy Hanukkah/Happy Holidays.

I can't believe that Christmas is tomorrow. I am glad mainly because I want it out of the way and hopeful I can start focusing again my weight goals. I've had some setbacks the past few months and I just haven't been able to force myself out of this rut I've run myself into. I think it's been a combination of school being one crazy stressor and also I've been pretty lonley. I've become a little more weight/size conscious lately and that has peaked my anxiety more that I would care to admit. Long story short-it's made having to leave my apartment a chore.

On the flip side of that thankfully my weight hasn't skyrocketed, which I am finding a blessing considering I feel like I've been eating more. It keep bouncing between 396 and 405. I'm beginning to wonder if maybe it's my scale.

I am spending tomorrow at my sisters with her and my nephew. I'm not normally a huge fan of the holidays and I was really content just staying home doing nothing but she kind of insisted. Probably a good thing.

Well wishes for the holiday season.