Friday, December 21, 2012
I may be doing "it" (it being my goals posted in my last blog) very slowly but I AM Doing IT!
The wonderful thing about this gift is it just keeps on giving to me. Each & every step I take makes me want to take another one & another one. I also am becoming more & more sure of myself that I CAN do this.
I am becoming more & more determined. I WILL finish "it". :)
I also am seeing improvements in my self esteem. I have wanted this new hair cut/style for a long time now and kept putting it off as I thought to myself I was too fat to pull this look off.
Finally tonight I went & got it done & I Love it!
I am sitting here now with a shower cap on as my hair color processes lol I am like 90% gray & have not done a touch up in about 6 months - the new cut gave me the "umph" I needed to move forward with my own self care.
I said a prayer to God tonight to please give me all I needed to do all that I need/want to do. I felt a powerful surge while praying this.
I just KNOW from this day forward I will be successful at everything I give my all to doing :)
I use to have a very close relationship with God. I never lost my faith, but often times I was doing things in and/or out of anger, fear and other negative emotions.
Today I decided to move forward with ONLY positive thoughts, attitudes and actions :)
I am moving slowwwwww (as of my back) but I am still DOING IT! :)