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DAY 40: End of the World

Friday, December 21, 2012

As soon as I finished my SDCK this morning, the phone rang. My stepfather was so distraught, he could barely speak for a good 3 minutes. My mother tried to kill herself last night.

She was found unharmed by police, but sweet Jesus! Can this ride get any weirder?

It conjures up old fears from the past: my mother manipulating us, the intense emotion, the terror.

At least I can look at this now with detachment. I love my mother, but I will not participate in this game anymore.

As of today, it's the end of the world as she knows it.


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KUNDALINIGAL 12/24/2012 2:05PM

    I'm continuing my daily SDCK practice. That I will do at least until March 20th, the vernal equinox. It's keeping me resilient and for that, I'm very grateful. ... And for all your support and words of encouragement!

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NYLAURA1 12/24/2012 10:31AM

  stay strong!

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KUNDALINIGAL 12/22/2012 12:37PM

    Thanks, Christina. I'm going to continue my practice no matter what.

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CHRISTINASP 12/22/2012 11:19AM

    I hope you can be steady and centered in all of this.

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FIT4MEIN2013 12/21/2012 11:33PM

    emoticon Have a blessed Christmas. Hope things get better for you.

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