Friday, December 21, 2012
AHHHHHHHH - [just a little scream to get me through my disappointment in myself]
So here I am - I have been trying to spark since work really picked up in Sept/Oct....then we bought a house....then Thanksgiving...and now X-mas.....and now the guilt starts to kick in when I get on the scale this morning 5 pounds up from where I was in Sept. We have also been trying for a baby these past 2 months ((so far with no luck :( ))--- so the emotional eating behind that is killing me.
I wonder why I do this - I haven't committed murder but I feel just as guilty facing my SP BFF's.
We can only look forward right? Here goes nothing. We drive from VA to MA tomorrow to be with family for the holidays. My parents have a treadmill and I packed gym clothes and I'm going to make a serious effort to watch myself.
I miss all of you!!! It was so nice to take time this morning and go through your spark pages - you are all doing so great!!!!! Sorry for falling off the wagon. I'm running after you guys to get back on it - will you let me back on?