Thursday, December 20, 2012
I've been doing a little planning upon finding out about the upcoming ending of my job. Aside from needing to address my weight loss, I've begun asking myself what I really want to do with my life. What is something I've always wanted? When I was in high school, I wanted a best friend, a gal friend. I didn't really have that. I had friends but not. I wanted to be noticed as good at something. For me that was acting. I loved it but my acting career ended there. As an adult, I have not done so well the job front. Its hard to believe but I have been fired from every job I've had since 2011 or let go in a since. They weren't serious jobs or anything, mostly task jobs like the one I have now. I can tell you what I don't want. I don't ever want to work in retail during Christmas again. Its like throwing yourself in a pit of hungry lions. People can be horrible this time of year.
What I want now is friends obviously. I don't really have any galfriends or anything. My husband does not really have any friends either. He does get to go out once in a while with his co-workers though. I don't even have that. I would love to be a public figure! Sounds kind of crazy. I would like to be seen as a credible source of information. I would like to interact and network with people. I want people to be interested in what I want to say but how to do that. I lost weight here before and could not even make Spark motivator. Perhaps google can help me figure this out....
So far, I figure I will need to create a public blog. I'm working on that. I want a blog that discusses health and well-being issues. I need to create something that is obviously more upbeat and candid than what I've written on here. I have some plans in my head that I'm working to write down. I tried to do a blog twice before but I didn't take it seriously due to lack of time. Now I'm going to purposefully make the time.
Something else I've always wanted. I've always wanted my article to be in fitness magazines or a weight loss magazine. My success article. If I ever hit goal, that is something else that I want to do.
Christmas is soon. I went to the dentist finally and they found 8 cavities which is twic the amount of last time. Insurance only pays for 4. I can only laugh.
My low Vitamin D I believe is to blame. I finally got a result. It is 19.5 and is supposed to be 30. I am getting an order tomorrow for IU amound but I believe he wants me to take 5000IU of Vitamin D, found in the local health store. I will take that over 50,000 IU any day.
Once I get my teeth filled, I can finally get the zoom whitening I paid for.
Getting a massage on Saturday so I am happy to say that I got a few things done on my list for this year. I am not sure I'll sign up again for another facial though. Those extractions were too painful.
I have more resolutions to write about....another blog though.