Tuesday, December 18, 2012
I don't really have much to say today. These are more just ramblings because I hate going more than a few days without being active on SP.
I think I'm almost over my cold. Still have some lingering sniffles and coughs but for the most part much better than a week ago.
I'm getting to the point in my journey where I really don't recognize myself in the mirror. It's not a bad thing, but I just haven't been this thin in a while. I took a photo of myself in black and white on my camera and I realized how much different I look from a year ago.
I look back on photos and don't really see who I am now. It's just a very weird feeling.
Also, my size 12 jeans are getting pretty lose. I only have one pair of size 10s currently, but I'm thinking I might buy a few more over winter break. The day I fit into a size 8, I will probably cry.
If I am completely honest, I don't ever remember being a single digit size. When I was in middle school, I was already a size 10 or 12.
And I've just noticed that I have much more will power when it comes to food. I went to the coffee shop today and just got a hot chocolate made from skim milk. I would usually have also gotten one of the giant iced sugar cookies and ham and cheese croissants. But I just saw fat and empty calories. It was really nice to not feel like I NEEDED those.
Also, I haven't been tracking exactly but I'm still seeing a constant number or decrease on the scale so that's awesome.
Went for a short run today, but the cold is just killing me, so I think I'm going to start using the school rec center to run.
Nothing much else to say. Thanks for reading my random ramblings.