OKAY, I'M STAYING...
Monday, December 17, 2012
...but only because of my awesome spark friends who asked me to. I am sorry that I "broke the rules" but I honestly did not remember that being a rule. PLUS I think it's ludicrous to censor people who by and large often have problems with the expression of our true feelings. GETTING IT OUT KEEPS ME FROM STUFFING IT DOWN WITH FOOD. I think that SP should re-think their position on that one. Require a disclaimer (like the one I had) but don't censor honest expression.
OH - AND TO WHOEVER FELT THE NEED TO REPORT MY BLOG: BITE ME. DON'T READ MY BLOG ANYMORE. IF YOU HAVE THE COURAGE TO IDENTIFY YOURSELF, PLEASE DO SO. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A DIALOGUE WITH YOU ABOUT IT.
Okay, rant over... sometimes my red-headed Texas side does come out. :)
Had a great weekend. Spent most of it with Gary who still keeps amazing me. I had said something about how I love wind chimes last weekend. I got to his place Thursday and guess what? He bought a wind chime for the porch. It brought tears to my eyes. I'm so not used to anyone caring enough, paying attention enough, loving me enough to care to do things like that for me. I am SO uncomfortable receiving love - wonder why that is? And how do I get over that? Makes me crazy.
Down another pound this week! Still not doing regular exercise like I should, but that was mostly because I had a friend over last week and things were a bit wonky. I honestly think that until the holidays are over, getting back into my "routine" will be hard. But what I WILL continue to do is be mindful of what I'm eating, move when I can (park far away, take the stairs, etc. - all of that DOES make a difference) and continue to use healthy de-stress strategies, instead of binging.
Very excited to report that my son Jared (the Army Sgt) is coming home for Christmas after all!!!
I GOT THIS!