Sunday, December 16, 2012
It is getting easier with each day since my grandma has passed. We focused ourselves on something positive today such as putting the crib togetheir and also trying to figure out how to put a car seat in lol bout 30 mins later we figured out we had it right the first time.
Also got to feel her really kicking me today and just in amazement that soon we will have our own little one here.
Unforunately this last trimester I have no even come close to a healthy diet... with all the stress it seems like i'm living off of peanut butter and chocolate. Although I'm not hungry all the time... i'm still eating not very healthy when i do get hungry. But am Trying...
So far this pregnancy I'm up from 212 to 256.... which sucks... I feel so uncomfortable.. huge.. and awkward.. and emotional.. I am hoping once baby gets here I'll feel more myself and get back into my healthy living more so than ever. Our little girl deserves the best healthy momma I can give her.