Sunday, December 16, 2012
I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. It's like I can't get the motivation to get back on track again. I try and I try and yet I fail every time. Either I do well with my eating or I do well with my exercising. It seems like I can't do well with BOTH. And I know some of you might say to take it one step at a time and I'd love to...but I've tried that with my exercising and I just ended up gaining weight. Same the other way around. So it obviously didn't work. I need to do both and yet I can't seem to do so!
I use to be so good at watching my calories but now I seem to always go over. It's just so frustrating and it wears me down ever y day.
I thought that maybe this BLC would help kick me in the butt but it doesn't seem to be doing too much to get me motivated at this point in time. It's like I get this motivation one day and then the next, when I would be putting it to good use, it's gone.
There one moment, gone the next. I just can't seem to win at this journey right now.