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Change Of Heart....

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Well I Haven't Been On Here In Months...Everything Was Going Great Back In Spring...I Had Went From 268 Lbs-215Lbs And I Felt Amazing I Was Working Out Constantly And Eating Healty, Calorie Counting The Whole Nine Yards..Until I Found Out My Dad, My World, My Bestfriend Was Diagnosed With Pancreatic Cancer...My Life Was Just Over..I Completely Stopped Working Out..Was Eating Mcdonalds For Every Meal..Not To Meniton The Food At The Was Awful...But I Had To Be There For Him..Evem Tho He Was Sick..He Was Always Telling Me Not To Give Up..Go Workout...But I Didnt Want To Leave His Side...I Was Putting All My Success On The Back Burner And Trashing My Body...But It Was Comforting At The Time..My Father Died On 7/13/12.. 4 Days Before His 63 Birthday. Hardest Thing Ive Ever Expericened. But Now I've Realzied I Cant Hate My Life Forever, I Cant Keep Killing Myself With All This Junk I've Got To Do This And Do It For Not Just Me, But My Dad. I had Lost 50lbs And I've Gained About 35 Back...So This Past Monday 12/10/12 I Had A Change Of Heart And Now Im Back At It, I Already Feel So Much Better. Hopefully I Cant Just Keep It Up!
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