Monday i will start chemo!
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Sorry but after thinking about it i decided to start my chemo Monday instead of yesterday because if it makes me sick it will be on the weekend and i want to go to church . I have to take 17 pills that day and don't know how my body will handle it. I been praying and i have decided i got to do this to try to save my eyesight that i got left so i might as well make it a positive thing .
I told dh i was going to prepare monday nights dinner in crockpot before i take the pills. I got to take them all at once but only 6 of them are chemo 2 predisone 1 folic acid pill 1 thyroid 1 pravistatin 1 lasix 1isorbide 1celexis 4 inderal !
Your probably thinking does she believe GOD ANSWERS PRAYER? YOU BET I DO I HAVE HAD MIRACLE AFTER MIRACLE IN MY LIFE. WE ARE SERVING A GOD THAT IS IN THE MIRACLE BUSINESS MY FRIENDS BUT HIS WAYS AREN'T OUR WAYS ! I stand by the serinity prayer 100% ! AM I DISCOURAGE ? I WON'T LET SATIN DO THAT TO ME . READ ROMANS 8:28. Going thru this i feel his presence daily ! I want to make this a positive thing so mondays when i want to i am going to make it a pj day and do my thing whatever i feel like doing. I'll need to stay home because of some of the side effects but i plan to draw closer to the Lord and spend time on spark and i like to play the face book games. Anybody wants to challenge me a game just send me your facebook info and i will make friends with you and challenge you. I must warn you i think my great grandkids are letting Grandma win ! lol!!! It gives me something to do and i just got a puzzle book that has all kinds of puzzles in it so in the evening i can play them sitting with dh. He wants to get me a tablet so i can play the computer games in the living room with him but i feel right now i will spend to much time not talking to him and besides the Lord he is my hero in life and also the paper books suduk and others makes you think more than the computer games. Tomarrow we are having a carry inn at church i will be picking up 50 pieces of chicken from walmart for the church on the way ! They might get 49 !
Not really ! Have a great weekend and whatever you face in life take it by the horns and go for it because you can't help what you have to go thru but you can control how you handle it . MAKE EVERYDAY A GOOD DAY ! THIS IS THE DAY THE LORD HAS MADE REJOICE AND BE GLAD IN IT ! REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU AND WILL BE THERE FOR YOU ! IF I CAN HELP YOU IN ANYWAY I AM HERE DAILY !
If you don't know the Lord he is a prayer away ! Just ask him to forgive you of your sins and give your life to him !