Saturday, December 15, 2012
I have been waiting for this... do everything right and not to lose weight. I feel nervous, scared, upset, and hungry(but that is because it is time to eat breakfast) but I really don't feel like binging. I have been preparing myself for this since I started sparkpeople in the middle of September. I measured my body and lost
. There still is that feeling of defeat. I just can't let it get the best of me. I will survive this and I will lose weight.......