Wednesday, December 12, 2012
I sure have been. I used to be such a faithful Sparkie, now I don't even log in, or track my exercise or food, or even drink my water.
I can't even say that starting now I will do it again, but I have been lacking the motivation to make the change again.
I've gained lots of weight back and my clothes do not fit as cute as they used to. And still this is not motivating enough.
I've been so busy...wait no...that's just an excuse. I've been lazy, I'm actually still really lazy and it shows, in my attitude mostly.
It stops now, wait, I said that a few weeks ago, and a month ago, and even day ago, and here I am again, same pit I've been. Aaagghhh!!!!
Worst of it all is...wait for it...I've gotten comfortable in larger size clothing!!! I packed up all my smaller clothes and haven't looked back. Am I ashamed? I think so, but has that changed anything? NOPE!!! Actually, I started buying a size bigger than what I (un)comfortably wear now. Yep, I'm doomed.
A few days ago my husband said "do SparkPeople, you know it works for you". So here I am, following the wise words of that ripped hunk I have for a husband.
So Spark friends, I'm back! For how long? I hope for the long run, I really need to be.