Wednesday, December 12, 2012
I realized the other day that, even though I haven't lost any weight, and it's a constant struggle to tame the sugar demon, and I am fatigued, and the world is heading towards disaster, I am still feeling pretty happy with my life. I feel like I am taking control of the things I can control and letting the rest of it go. I can't change the world, but I can change MY part of it, by making the others around me happy and by being a person that is nice to be around. I have SO much to be grateful for...good friends, healhty kids and grandkids, a partner, roof over my head, food enough to eat..the list goes on. Paula is working really hard on being more positive as well and it's made a huge difference in our relationship.
Today I am spending the day at home...one of my favourite things to do. I am very active in my faith community, and with friends and often burn myself out being social..I am what is called a "gregarious introvert" which means I can be very social, but I need my down time to recharge. And I am trying VERY hard not to waste my day on the computer. I have made myself a to do list. And I plan on completing everything on the list.
After I take a lunch break and play my computer games .....