Wednesday, December 12, 2012
My head is creating major problems in my life, once again, but I should say is STILL, not once again. I have yet to get out of my own way. My idea of getting back on my healthy train always seems to be, "I'll start tomorrow" and then I convince myself to buy Cheetos or potato sticks, just one more time before I get started.
Since I reached 173lbs at this same time last year, and was so proud of myself, I have managed to find almost 20 of those lost pounds. This is NOT a good thing!
Eating properly has gone right out the window, along with exercising and just plain & simple walking. All the clothes I was so psyched about wearing last year have all gotten too small for me once again.
I thought I was going to make a positive change in my life on my birthday, but I was not able to be strong enough to implement that change. Now, as we approach a major shift change in our vibrational level, I am planning to tap into that good, positive energy to help reenforce and strengthen my own being.
December 21, 2012 is the start of a brand new year for me. It is now time to let go of all the old stuff that has been pulling me down and weighing very heavy on my mind and my body and to embrace the new with more determination.
I AM WHAT I AM - I AM RUBY CLAIRE, A HEALTHY, VIBRANT, LOVING, CARING, GIVING, ETERNALLY OPTIMISTIC, BEAUTIFUL BEING!