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    RUBYCLAIRE   36,373
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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

My head is creating major problems in my life, once again, but I should say is STILL, not once again. I have yet to get out of my own way. My idea of getting back on my healthy train always seems to be, "I'll start tomorrow" and then I convince myself to buy Cheetos or potato sticks, just one more time before I get started.

Since I reached 173lbs at this same time last year, and was so proud of myself, I have managed to find almost 20 of those lost pounds. This is NOT a good thing!

Eating properly has gone right out the window, along with exercising and just plain & simple walking. All the clothes I was so psyched about wearing last year have all gotten too small for me once again.

I thought I was going to make a positive change in my life on my birthday, but I was not able to be strong enough to implement that change. Now, as we approach a major shift change in our vibrational level, I am planning to tap into that good, positive energy to help reenforce and strengthen my own being.

December 21, 2012 is the start of a brand new year for me. It is now time to let go of all the old stuff that has been pulling me down and weighing very heavy on my mind and my body and to embrace the new with more determination.



Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MRS_EVA_K 12/13/2012 7:48AM

    You really are Ms. Ruby. You'll find your way. You've given yourself plenty of time to make a plan of action as well. Be good to yourself!

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TRYINGHARD1948 12/13/2012 2:39AM

    You certainly are Ruby. All the very best. emoticon

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AMYJEANHEALTHY 12/12/2012 10:37PM

    Sounds like we are on the same page mom! WE can revitalize our previous energy, will and succeed!!! Health is our priority! Keep positive - as John told me the other day when I was feeling frustrated and disappointed in myself, "don't give up!" I love you mom!!!

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WONDERFUL2BME 12/12/2012 10:42AM

    I have gotten off track as well. I realized about 2 days ago that I need to go about the shift the way I did in October in small steps. First I need to remove all unhealthy foods without limiting nutritional foods, then I need to stay in range with the healthy foods. For some reason, when I try to both of these steps at once, I fail. I have made the step to healthier foods a few days ago and I am implementing the calorie range today. This will give me a little kick start for the 21st! Maybe start with the walks???? Despite anything else (cheetos) get your walk in!

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DEBIGENE 12/12/2012 10:06AM

    Yes you are Ruby and you CAN do this. You HAVE done it, remember ? Try putting your mind in the same place it was when you were active and committed to your program. I know staying ective on SP helps, maybe you can make more time for SPARKING instead of that mindless eating, just a thought. For me when I get the eating urge I run to SP and read, and participate. It just takes my mind off the desire to eat. Something to think about. You will find your way back just don't give up !!!


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MSLZZY 12/12/2012 8:09AM

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BLUENOSE63 12/12/2012 7:16AM

  Sounds like you are getting your Spark back! Run with it

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DMEYER4 12/12/2012 7:16AM

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