I do not deserve this :(
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
My ex-boyfriend and I broke up on good terms. No cheats, no games, no lies.
The words came out of my mouth but he said he wanted to break up too.
He works in the same institution as me. He is a mover.
I am planned to change office, I should have been moved on thrusday, then friday, then monday. Now... who knows when !
I do not deserve this. Whatever his reasons may be.
I am going to keep my calm and pretend that I could not care less about the move.
This is so unexpected. I do not deserve this. I have never been through anything like this. It makes me sad.
Nutrition : GOOD, Trying new varieties of food, gradually increasing calories, increasingly liking the "tracking" thing.
Exercise : listening to my body, took a rest day on sunday without any guilt.
Sleep: trying to get more sleep, will be taking "melatonin" because I am really struggling! - any advice?
Mood : confused, annoyed, sometimes mad at him.