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I'm not giving up yet

Sunday, December 09, 2012

I'm up 8 pounds since Thanksgiving. I'm absolutely mortified.
I am ravenous. I'm not gaining from parties and drinks and indulgence. I'm just eating like there's no tomorrow.
It started with a few small transgressions. A quick bite at the drive thru. Pizza the night I worked 11 hours and was too tired to come home and cook for my family. Those choices left me with high blood sugars and that's a dangerous cycle for a diabetic. I become hungrier with everything I eat. I feel driven to eat and make bad (really bad) choices that are filling...for the moment.
I know I have to shock myself out of this cycle but I am so tired, so hungry, so stressed at work. I want to just give up. I tried to get it together today but I failed miserably.
I need to eat clean tomorrow. That is the one thing I am going to ask of myself. Well, besides going to work and running errands. My fiancé and kids can get their own dinners and let me stay out of the kitchen.
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    Ha! It's like you and I are two people with one mind, doesn't it? We're both in the same place.

    But, we can also put ourselves in a better place, right?

    You can do this. WE can do this.
    1901 days ago
    It's ok. We have a new week today. Forgive yourself and focus on positive.
    1902 days ago
    I'm sorry your having a difficult time , maybe you should try some chia seeds they really do fill you and they don't affect the taste of your food... Good luck , I know you'll do better tomorrow!
    1902 days ago
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