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I'm not giving up yet

Sunday, December 09, 2012

I'm up 8 pounds since Thanksgiving. I'm absolutely mortified.
I am ravenous. I'm not gaining from parties and drinks and indulgence. I'm just eating like there's no tomorrow.
It started with a few small transgressions. A quick bite at the drive thru. Pizza the night I worked 11 hours and was too tired to come home and cook for my family. Those choices left me with high blood sugars and that's a dangerous cycle for a diabetic. I become hungrier with everything I eat. I feel driven to eat and make bad (really bad) choices that are filling...for the moment.
I know I have to shock myself out of this cycle but I am so tired, so hungry, so stressed at work. I want to just give up. I tried to get it together today but I failed miserably.
I need to eat clean tomorrow. That is the one thing I am going to ask of myself. Well, besides going to work and running errands. My fiancÚ and kids can get their own dinners and let me stay out of the kitchen.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
RUNNER12COM 12/11/2012 3:39PM

    Ha! It's like you and I are two people with one mind, doesn't it? We're both in the same place.

But, we can also put ourselves in a better place, right?

You can do this. WE can do this.

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RHONDA-MULKEY 12/10/2012 6:56AM

    It's ok. We have a new week today. Forgive yourself and focus on positive.

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FENWAYGIRL18 12/9/2012 11:09PM

    I'm sorry your having a difficult time , maybe you should try some chia seeds they really do fill you and they don't affect the taste of your food... Good luck , I know you'll do better tomorrow!

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