Sunday, December 09, 2012
I remember a few years ago when the seasons would change, I would put away my summer clothes and get out the winter ones. Yep, thatís what I used to do. Somewhere tucked away in a few boxes are some nice winter sweaters, shirts and pants (hopefully too big now), but I havenít bothered to get them out the last couple of years. Instead, I am wearing my summer clothes year round.
Why? Because I would have a meltdown during a hot flash if I was wearing heavy winter clothing. Oh my gosh, how long do hot flashes last? Itís going on three years now, so surely this will end soon. Each day I put on my summer clothes and then put on a light sweater. Then all day long itís sweater on, sweater off, sweater on . . . (You get the picture). They even make fun of me at work with my own little personal fan blowing on me. And I wonít even go into the constant cover on, cover off thing all night long while Iím attempting to get some sleep! I also fear a palace revolt at home as I listen to constant complaints about how cold it is in our house. Really? It feels pretty good to me!
I also have a ChapStick addiction and carry it with me all the time. I used to carry it in my pants pocket, but I canít do that anymore either. Did you know that hot flashes can actually cause it to begin to melt in your pocket? Never had that problem before the hot flashes. Now I have to leave it on my desk at work, and at home I have tubes strategically placed around my house for quick access! LOL.
Iím even beginning to feel guilty because we hear so much about global warming and Iím thinking I may be personally contributing to it. My apologies to you all.
Iím really hoping that someday soon I will be able to once again dress like everyone else. For now though, Iíll continue to pull my hair up off my neck, keep my fan handy and wear my summer clothes.
I hope you all have a great week!