Saturday, December 08, 2012
after 2 days of very tense moments with my husband.... tonight is date night. i pray it's a good one.. although the outlook isn't very well.
going out to eat again. buffalo chicken sandwich and broccoli with a diet coke............ not so bad... but it's saturday so i cut myself a break on the weekends. as long as i don't surpass my calories for the day, i don't think too much about it.
got lots to do today! clean the house, assemble the new vacuum, give the kids a bath, find a babysitter for tonight. (we're seeing Twilight. not particularly ecstatic about it but we've watched the other 4..... might as well finish it off. lol)
other than the rough patch with the hubs... i'm pretty darn positive. luckily i don't let the problems in my marriage define me... maybe that's not a good thing. but it works for me! julian and i will always have issues... because with both have a pretty wicked temper when it comes down to it. that's something that probably won't change. after 5 years together we've gotten our hot streaks under control for the most part... much better than it was 3 years ago. hopefully it will continue to decline in the coming years. and if not.. i feel we know each other well enough. what we say when we're 3 shades of pissed off usually doesn't mirror what we actually mean. it's not the best of situations... but it is what it is at this moment.