Finding positives when everything screams inside you
Saturday, December 08, 2012
I'm not doing great but I'm forcing myself to do whatever I can that might help so here are the positives I can think of:
- I've just logged my food.
- i made myself workout (I don't feel better for it to be honest! Seeing other people so successful jump around full of energy doesn't help today)
- I'm making myself write this blog entry
- I have finally found the perfect chocolate chip cookie recipe, truly The Ultimate.
- I wrote a caring message to friend who is having a rough time
- I played with my kids
Things I'd like to do today:
- If I can muster the courage I'll call a friend to say I'm feeling in the pits. Right now that seems to scary but I might be able to do it.
- Finish some Xmas gifts
- make something healthy for dinner
What I wish I could do:
-watch a funny movie in my pjs while sipping hot chocolate and yet another Ultimate Cookie (I've already had 4!)