Saturday, December 08, 2012
Okay, so recently I've been reading a lot of manga (to those who don't know, Japanese graphic novels, translated into English), and often times it has someone who starts out weak and overcomes themselves to become extraordinary. And every time they win a battle that seemed like they were going to lose because they pulled out even more strength. And this makes me feel like maybe I have some kind of strength, but it also makes me realize just how weak I really am, at the moment. I have no proper training. I feel like I have the potential to be powerful, enough to shake the world, like I could CHANGE the world. Wouldn't that be amazing? And honestly, I wish I could change the world, for the better. Show people they can do things they never thought possible if they are willing to climb over or go through the walls they built themselves. But first, I need to go through that wall. I need to change my life so I can do things differently. I need to train myself, both mentally and physically (more of the latter), and even spiritually. I need to learn how to use my strength. Oddly, I think my passion is passion.