I'm actually.. reasonably nervous about committing to this.. I signed up for a year.. .of...
Martial Art Classes... at "The Academy of Combat" specialising in Weaponry.. Erm, Yeah.
I start 3rd Jan, and I have 1 month to pull out, otherwise I'm committed financially.
What possessed me to do this? I want to be strong.. Much stronger. mentally, in my confidence.. I wanna be focused in life.
I asked them to let me try a class first and they said, it wouldn't give me a taste of all the skills given in the class.. . That's probably true. So. Guess I just gotta jump in!
I'm hesitant about joining cos it's full of gorgeous looking men. And that triggers my social phobia issue I have.. ugh.... GET OVER IT!
My Trainer moved to Austria three weeks ago, and I haven't worked out since.. but I am CRAVING IT!!! missing it, especially especially boxing. (Which apparently the weaponry classes cover a bit of everything including that).
I bought his bike.. actually, Kelvin bought it for me.. it's pretty awesome.. been for a couple bike rides so far.. but nothing serious yet.
Ok so Weaponry is 2 nights a week, they have a circuit on Saturday morning, sadly it cuts into my church time.. BUT there's no reason I couldn't go and learn it and then do it on my own (they have a gym there).
Note to self, buy boxing gloves for K and I ..
Welp. I'm 103.8kgs. I'm more confident in my life, I don't know if I can control my weight, but I can definitely eat better, and do things I love.. so why not just try and commit to that?? :) Health is the goal right? not beauty.
My new ... friend... ... What is it? The boy I like, said, I'm clearly not supposed to lose the weight, when I told him how much I worked out.. but yeah... he might be right.
I can be the big cuddly, girly, girl that can kill you! *hiyah*