Friday, December 07, 2012
I can't believe it has been almost three weeks and I am still doing this! Really. This is a first for me in a long, long time. I have not given in to binge eating, despite being sick and stressed over exams. I have maintained a reasonable amount of fitness based on my physical condition. I have not given up despite my brain telling me that I'm not doing things as much, as fast or as well as I could.
If there are any men reading this, beware! Girl-talk coming up! This is also the first "week before my period starts" that I have not binged. I can feel the changes dragging my body down, making me tired and making me want to eat and eat and eat. Today, I got up and worked out, instead....insides screaming against it every bit of the way. This is where you guys come in. I really wanted to be able to get on here and say that I had worked out. I really want to keep going so that I don't have to start over. Starting over is harder than this morning was.
So, now I will shower and get on with the rest of my day, knowing that I made a big choice this morning to do what is best for my body.
Thanks for being here!