Friday, December 07, 2012
With 2 birthdays and Christmas and Hubby getting laid off i am sure going to be tested. And i would be lieing if i said i wasn't feeling some Stress. Bills are ok i make enough to cover those. But i have 0 money for Christmas.... Not even enough to do Stockings and 2 of my 3 believe in Santa. :-(
Everyone tells me its about the Holiday and not the gifts... And they are right i know that. But will kids understand that Christmas has become so Commercialized that they will not understand why there is nothing under the Tree. And its to late to get any help from the churches or programs in town.
I swore i would never disappoint my kids like their Father has numerous times... But i dont have a choice i have to ..... I could just cry..... :-(