Friday, December 07, 2012
There you go, I've said it.
I'm very tired, I'm ashamed of having eaten a whole 100g of chocolate covered almonds yesterday in addition to 3 granola bars (no, not the healthy kind) and 50g of Hershey's (I don't even like Hershey's !!).
I just don't feel like I'm getting anywhere with anything.
I keep tidying up and cleaning and then need to do it all again.
DH came home very stressed and I stupidly absorbed his stress.
My kids are great kids but it's also stressful home educating 4 kids under the age of 8.
No one else chips in to help. It's all up to me.
Last night I went online and ordered a new The Firm DVD, a Geneen Roth book, a bendy doll making book.
All money I shouldn't have really spent.
But waiting for those things in the post gives me something really positive to look forward too.
Couldn't face protein powder in my oatmeal this morning. I know I need the protein but I've been having it for the past 3 months even though I love plain unsweetened oatmeal and don't really like it with protein powder.
Oh well, I've done the dishes, put them away and put on a load of laundry. I also got everyone dressed so it's a good start.