Thursday, December 06, 2012
A thought crossed my mind today and I pondered the possiblities of it....I was given some things of my sisters after she passed away, one of the things was this full length denim coat, I bet she paid a pretty penny for. Its sitting in my closet....its a size 14. I am currently in a 5X, could I ever fit in this coat? I don't think I've been a size 14 since 1972.
My sister was not a size 14 but all her clothing was that size, she was much much thinner. She had body issues, I have body issues...different end of the spectrum I guess.
Usually when such thoughts cross my mind I scoff and think...."no way will THAT ever happen"
But today I allowed that dream to tumble around in my head....would it not be the most wonderful thing to be a normal size" Could it be possible and it struck me.........I am the only thing standing in the way of realizing that dream. I just need to do it for crying out loud!!
This is all coming on the heels of a little "accident" I had last night with some chocolate chips.
I took them out of the freezer last night to do some holiday baking and kind of had a "run in " with them. Such a sugar addict I am! But I'm back up on "the horse" today, had a good healty bowl of oats this morning and have a nice diet friendly lunch planned.
My monthly weigh in at my Dr.'s is on Monday. I really want to stay on track.