Thursday, December 06, 2012
November didn't go out with a bang like I wanted. December didn't come in with a bang either. It's more than just not eating right or not exercising. My duties of being a stay at home mom have seriously been slacking too. Granted the girls are breathing and fed so I haven't been slacking that much. But the dishes are piled up, the laundry is overflowing, you can't walk on the floor without stepping on something. I just feel so drained right now. I know I need to snap out of it before it becomes a problem. I think that I am just in a rut. Every week is nearly identical to the week before. I just feel blah.
Hopefully Saturday will help. My sister wants to keep the girls for a sleepover with my nephew. Shane has to work so he won't be home until 2 am. I had actually thought of cleaning the carpet, washing all the bedding, getting the closets cleaned out and scrubbing the kitchen. When I told Shane this he gave me the strangest look. He told me that I should go and have a fun night out. So maybe I'll catch a movie and bring home Lonestar just so I won't have to cook. Maybe a beer or 2 will be drank. But I still need to clean the carpet because it's really disgusting!