Getting a Little Frustrated With Myself
Thursday, December 06, 2012
Okay, so I try to get up at 4 in the morning before the day really gets started and get in a good workout so that I can get something done that's good for me before the crap gets a chance to hit the fan for the day. Lately that hasn't been happening. I've tried different things to try to get myself up and moving and do something I know I need and that's good for me and will help me deal with things. I've had my fiance turn on his phone to go off at 4 as well as mine. I put my phone on the dresser so that I have to get up to turn it off. He goes straight back to sleep, big help there, and what do I do? I turn my phone off, move it to the nightstand beside the bed and go back to bed. I'm out of ideas on what to do anymore. I used to be so good at getting up and moving, but now I'm so tired, or at least I perceive myself to be really tired, and I don't want to do jack. I want to get back to what I was doing but I'm not sure what else to try. I miss how exercising like that made me feel. Does anybody else have any ideas on what I can try so I can get back to where I was?