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At least I keep trying?

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

So I have done Weight Watchers 3 times, two trainers, various diet options and I even have done Spark once before. Yet here i am. I have actually gotten worse than better diet and health wise. I'm heavier than I've ever been in my life. I'm dealing with alot of stress of trying to find a job and the debt that keeps building up. The depression is high and emotional eating is on the rise.
I'm gluten intolerant yet I will still eat it and deal with the pain because the food is cheap and easy.
Now I want to stop it all. I want to do things better for me. I keep saying that to myself and yet I never seem to stick to it. It's frustrating. It hurts and I am hoping that I can make it through this time around.

So I will do my best to track again.
To do more exercise. Lord knows my knees would like the smaller amount of weight.

Here's hoping.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
SETAGOAL1 12/7/2012 8:37AM

You have not given up on yourself. You now know you are the only one that can make it happen for you.

You have the power to succeed or fail.

You have chosen to succeed.

Few baby steps complete a long journey

Writing is progress!!!


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JIBBIE49 12/6/2012 12:41AM

    That is all that matters. Don't quit.

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BASKETLADY13 12/5/2012 9:22PM


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TRYINGTOLOSE64 12/5/2012 9:04PM

    Baby steps and use that needing to find a job as motivation to lose weight. In other words...lose the weight to make a better first impression at interviews.

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MYUTMOST4HIM 12/5/2012 9:00PM

    Baby steps is the best way - welcome back!!!!

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